sine qua non

2008-08-28T03:37:00.007Z

Current Mood:VERY WORRIED

I am struggling to understand some of the materials and my work is not consistent with my target deadlines. I have got two parties this week. I can't refuse because I try play hard and work hard.

Life is great NOT

2008-08-16T02:01:00.005Z

Current Mood:

Dizzy from the shoulder pains. Need more exercise.

Excited about the coming ball! More excited about the dress. I wish all self- proclaimed fashionistas to just leave me alone. If I didn't ask you what you think, then please mind your own business:) So long as I like it! Will try to put a pic of the dress soon.

Back to another related topic. In my opinion, most of the people I know (including some members of my family) need to be more objective in the grander scheme of things. If your advise is not sought for, then expressing you opinion on a subjective issue is just not necessary. Eg. " You should not do this". If it is not so straightforward, if doing this is not necessary a bad thing, if there are some who agree with me, then what gives anyone a right to impose your ideas on others? Luckily for me , people at work, all of whom are lawyers, run business in this manner. What is annoying is stating a view in a manner as if it is not a view, as if it is a universally unchallenged fact, as if it is an order that I must accept, not challenge and act in accordance. I always admire opinionated people, but over opinionated and domineering is a pain. At least respect the choices and views of others and recognise your views as only YOURs.

Another wedding coming month. I will try to post pictures.

Phd progress OK but supervisor might be leaving!

I know...I am becoming random these days........Must be the the dizziness.

2008-08-02T18:56:00.004Z

This is the longest time I have not been home. It's my first July and August after 7 years. This PhD better be worth every blood, sweat and tears. (It probably wouldn't!)

I miss Malaysia...I am craving for some fresh authentic food that always picks me up. I miss having a good hairdresser who knows everything I want like Alan in Hotel Nikko, waking up for breakfast with the family, leaving the house at 12 am for a piece of tosei, shopping with Pik Yen followed by our usual food feast and massage, and hanging out with friends from primary school, high school and college (getting a bit lazy to mention names, don't be offended). There is no cure except for a trip back!

It's most likely to happen this end of the year conditional upon me completing half of the third chapter! ! My beloved friends, please plan something for my return....

2008-07-22T02:36:00.004Z

Lack of updates due to the concentration of energy on my PhD. I even learned to use a microfilm today.If you know me well, you will know that me working out technology all by myself is nearly unheard of. PhD progress is slowly picking up (hoping so anyway).

I still try to have a balanced life! Do have fun things to blog about but will probably not have the time.I haven't even wrote about Denmark.

Sometimes...just sometimes....I wish I could turn back the clock and change my life. If only there was a mathematical formula or legal principle (both of which I am good at) that could be applied at crossroads and important decisions.

I just wanna lie in bed, with oreas, my M & S organic blueberry yoghurt, watch tv and be useless ALL DAY!!!!!

Till then blogging activities are cut to the absolute minimum. Sorry "fans" !

2008-06-03T20:55:00.001Z

Yay,I'm happy. I got the Marc Jacob wallet I was looking for... A proper update VERY SOON!!!

2008-04-05T03:02:00.012Z

Updates:

Past months had been a marathon of marking and teaching. I tried to to do as much socially.

-Caught up with friends over coffee.

Wei Lay used to be my bestie in primary school..glad that we still get on after that many years. Come to Birmingham again babe!

Pete announced his wedding! Congratulations!

Another Peter announced he is getting engaged..no pictures of him fortunately lol!

-Had some nice dinners.

This one is me plotting for free treatment from drs.. ....(I am not serious for those who are dumb enough to not get it)

One with mystery man-mwahaha it's just that this program blocks people's faces all the time..

-Mahjong all nighter sessions (pics below looks more like a wine connoisseur meeting..not my fault i swear!)

-Went to our annual law ball. Too much wine did not help with preserving my cool impressions on my students. Was fun fun fun..I wanna go to one again..like NOW!

Another ball..this time a little more american gym style.

Life has been filled with work. There is also a load of crap to sort out... .. Off to get some work done.

P/s: I will get the chatbox running very soon.

Being a Malaysian Chinese

2008-03-10T18:47:00.002Z

This is a post I wrote way before the coming election but i never got to complete it.

I always felt that my country made me who I was. Obviously, I am Chinese but to be totally honest never felt or lived like a traditional Chinese. Only a Malaysian Chinese who grew up in a similar environment and went to the type of schools I went to would understand this. Having now lived abroad for a quarter of my life, I realised how this was such an advantage. The ability to speak that many languages is one such advantage. Most importantly, I realised most Malaysians living abroad, like me, had an openness and interest in absorbing other cultures and the ability to be with ease to be with people of different colours and background. This, I found lacking in the many nationalities of people I engage with.

In other words, I want you to know I love every bit of being a Malaysian.

However, I had always felt that Malaysia, as a country had never done much for me. Don't get me wrong, I loved living there but I have always felt that this was because I was fortunate enough to be born into a comfortable life. Like most people, I feel that I would probably have achieved a lot more if the government had got their act right. I guess most of you would know what I am talking about. You can just see how the current election results is sending this message across. For years, most Malaysians just felt compelled to do the safe thing but now, you can just see how it's all moving in a slightly different direction. I am full of admiration for those, including bloggers who wrote about the truth and advocated for whatever they believed in. Let's see what happens... A baby step towards good governance but nevertheless still a step forward..

Xin Nian Kuai Le

2008-02-10T12:13:00.000Z

Not much of a Chinese New Year for me. Had to drag myself out of bed early as was starting work at 9 am. Nevertheless, I was really glad to have decided to go to the New Year party after a tiring day at work as it turned out to have everything chinese and was so much fun. There was even complimentary pink champagne..yay! I decided to cheat by mixing my coins in the red packet for the lion with the chocolate coin on my table. I hope the lion enjoyed my chocolate...

I was particularly impressed by Will, who was such a good sport and volunteered to play the game imitating the popular game show Cheong Mun Yan. That cracked me up badly....
On a sadder note, the function reminded me that we were all there because we had one thing in common, we didn't have our families to celebrate CNY with.

2008-01-26T23:47:00.000Z

One word to describe how I am feeling-exhausted. Therefore, no meaningful updates for now.*sighs*

First day in Cairo

2008-01-21T04:31:00.000Z

Cairo was really run down, not a pretty city but seeing the Pyramids definitely made it all worthwhile. They are as fascinating and breathtaking as you would imagine it to be.I am convinced they are the greatest monuments of all times. Through our private tour guide, I walked through a mental reconstruction of the happenings of nearly four and a half thousand years ago. As Martin rightfully puts it, the past in Cairo is greater and better than the present. The excitement built up from weeks before was replaced with something else. Touching and standing at these ancient sites is unspeakable. I am still feeling the glory and potentness of it all.

At Giza

Sphinx.

Egyptian lunch.

The Step Pyramid.

Inside. Cameras are forbidden but the man told me that I could take a pic and asked for a bribe later. I cheekily gave very little and he asked for more. What I cleverly did next was tried to take his pic with the money. He quickly shut up.

Statutes found near the Step Pyramid.

Workers repairing the statute.

I learnt a lot on this trip; ancient Egypt, immortality, architecture and religion. If you think you are clever because you have got a high iq, a phd or is armed with a string of qualifications, think again! What i learnt made me realised that ancient people were the most intelligent. They were the pioneers, not a chance of knowledge being spoon-fed, no exercises and techniques taught at college. Comparing myself to them, I felt stupid.

Am suffering from holiday withdrawal symptoms. Back to this place with no sun and 70s concrete building with no characteristics. Am ill at the moment and is going back to teaching this week.

There is a lot more to this trip. To be continued........

Celebration with the usual suspects

2008-01-07T00:13:00.001Z

The Charlie Angels were so drunk. Whatever it is, I will stop drinking champagne( yeah rite). It always makes me feel so bad, especially if I have had something else and champagne. The food was crap but the company great. It was so merry. Thanks thanks thanks !!! I can't say how much I appreciate the get-together.

A new year

2008-01-04T23:30:00.000Z

New year's resolution:

1.completion of PhD to be titled Dr
2.completion of PhD for a better pay
3.completion of PhD for my mental sanity
4. better bags
5.better shoes
6. meeting inspiring and fab people whom I will respect (money can't buy this)
7.visiting ...........(secret)

What happened in 2007?

I DO NOT LOOK BACK IN ANGER (????)

Wishing you a bright new year, abundant of excitement,joy and love!

A very happy 26th birthday to myself to0. I officially feel underachieved. Thanks to those who remembered-I love you all!Am really looking forward to the dinner at Hyatt tonight with the Birmingham squad. Pics coming up.

Wine and dine at the Bank:

And finally a kissing picture just for old times' sake

I still cannot believe I am visiting the pyramids!

Update

2007-12-11T13:27:00.000Z

Following some really good news, some unfortunate event befell me of which I am still very gutted now but life goes on...... and I only have myself to blame and some other bastard.

But yeah, we are absolutely thrilled at the news. I am sure your time at the land of genius will open up doors you never dreamt of. I am very proud, not just cos of the offer but because you have proven to me that perseverance is what pays off and that maybe one day my own PhD will do the same.

2007-11-26T02:40:00.000Z

"I think I may be able to do it"

Hope is good.

Wedding Bells

2007-11-23T05:04:00.000Z

Just a quick shout out of congratulations to Vince on his engagement! 2 carat platinum is every gal's dream.. you did well there but I am sure the yes was for the lifetime of happiness you could offer her!

I am so happy for you guys.

Update

2007-10-30T17:14:00.000Z

Gosh was listening to the radio today and got quite depressed because there was a discussion about weight and how people in UK are so obese!! No surprise there but the expert brought in evidence to show that people in posh areas in Uk are slimmer. Of course! Goverment needs to make good food affordable.Look at the cheap s*** they sell in Tesco here. FACT is organic and well prepared food are expensive (maybe also to do with the education in those areas i guess).

Ok OFF topic..Back to why I felt depressed that I have to report this on my blog. The discussion reminded me that I need to start "preparing" for my beach holiday in the Red Sea in January (usually i care nuts abt my own weight as evident from my eating habits). Seriously don't feel good about those cellulite dangling on my hips but u know me...I never move.Let's see if the holiday is a good enough motivation.I think not quite

Something else to worry about. I have been invited to present a paper in a conference.Damm my plates are full and I have not even prepared for it. Travelling myself all the way there and being bombarded with questions from intelligent people is not gonna be fun.

Also, I have been trying to think about what I will be doing when I complete my PhD (maybe never). At the moment it's m'sia/uk/or wherever pays well. Basically, no answers on this. I can't believe that it's been nearly 7 yrs since I bravely left my comfortable life, my family and loved ones to go off into the great unknown. I still find it hard to believe that I am still surviving in this place.

Irritating things aside, I can't wait for my article to be out...So happy!!lalalala....It wouldn't be funny if they decide to U- turn and say they are not publishing it anymore. Also, made some money from the shares bought ages ago.

Loads of birthday dinners next week including the bf's!

French

2007-09-28T01:04:00.000Z

Well, French food is renowned for its elegance, high culinary standards and very refined cooking techniques. For this special occasion, we decided to head off to Pascals, a traditional French restaurant set in the beautiful grounds of Asquith House, Edgbaston. The atmosphere is normal fine dining, very comfortable setting but nothing catchy about the interior at all.

Citrus marinated Salmon with Herb Blinis & Caviar. Messed up the plat before the pics but this is the best; smooth and rich in every right way.

Salmon and cheese tart.
Fricassee of Scallops & Wild Mushrooms Noilly Prat Sauce. Very scrumptious too.

Only small pics of the main course to tantalise you.Had shallow fried fillet of brill, crushed new potatoes, dill & prawn beurre blanc and fillet of pork wrapped in parm ham, sage potato galette, creamed leek, wholegrain mustard jus. Main course was ok-ish.

Blueberry Crepes served with Mascarpone Ice Cream.

Tonka Bean Crème Brulee with Langue de Chat.

YUMMY.....wish we had money to do this all the time....

Reflection

2007-09-21T16:19:00.000Z

It was a moment of reflection (or maybe more) which led me to this post. I have always thought of myself as quite self-assured. Yet there was a time in my life where I somehow found myself believing and advocating on ideals I did not believe in. Why? This was just because everyone else was in the same boat.

Somehow I did not go on a spiral but a circle and got back to where I used to be. I hate to think that I was once weak yet there is a sense of being blessed. There were people in my life who were there to guide me in their own ways. Nobody had to tell me what was right or wrong. All they did was show me their dignified way of life and made me want to be like them. I do not feel lucky often but there were and there are still people in my life whom I am truly honoured to have crossed paths with.

2007-09-18T17:02:00.000Z

I am back in UK and slaving by the computer. I am too excited and can't wait. It's confirmed, we are going to Egypt in January! yeah!

More pics

2007-08-17T08:22:00.000Z

OK a quickie as I really got to go in a few minutes.

With Ashley at La O'pera:

With Issac at this Japanese concept bar:

With Jo at Bamboo9:

With my little sweetie who is growing faster than we want him to:

Yes, my blog is shallow cos I don't write much. Stop visiting it then. That's all for now. Tata

PHOTOS

2007-08-01T08:17:00.000Z

Alright, been very lazy and not been taking pictures like I used to but I am still very into pictures, love capturing my life into visual form. Anyway feast your eyes

ABove:High tea at Hyatt, Birmingham.
Below: Perhentian

My new little puppy. He is adorable to the max!!

Below: Some of the other things I have been doing here;dinners, karaoke, drinks, buffets and one wedding.

Updates

2007-07-24T05:54:00.000Z

Yea, my update is that I will not be writing or posting much but only occasionally.

Perhentian was beautiful and I want to go to Redang next year if possible....There was no sun on one of our days there but I still got much darker and the tan should prevent me from looking like a ghost throughout those dreaded winter months. I have been out catching up with friends and shopping quite a lot. I also spruced up my rebellious frizzy hair.

Anyway, will upload pics when I have time. Now if you would excuse me, I need to do lots of work, lose lots of weight and make more money now.

Good old home

2007-06-22T16:39:00.000Z

Home in exactly a week!!!!This is my yearly gastronomic trip. Japanese buffet anyone?????

Sorry for the lack of updates. I have too little time and energy at the moment..

Fantastic weekend

2007-06-04T21:18:00.000Z

Great british weather=awesome weekend.
I do not have a lot of energy left so I shall let the pictures speak.

We went to Longleat Waterpark. I basically did nothing but just sunbathing in the man-made beach. There were many hot babes there as compared to other beaches I have been to. If only you boys were there.I wanna go sailing there one day. Anyone up for it? I love love it when the weather here is good....

Then we went to Jamhouse for some live music. The music is pretty good but the drinks and entrance fee is a bit hefty for me..Good night out.

SLUTS

On Sunday, we went for a picnic by the vale. Not exactly a "picnic" for the boys.

Current mood: TIRED

Seafood Weekend

2007-05-14T00:16:00.000Z

Nothing eventful but woke up at 5am Sat morning to buy fresh lobster, big ass scallops, sea bass and crabs in the wholesale market with Paul and MK. Lazy ass Martin slept.

I put myself to be in charge of cooking the crabs. I am serious it was finger licking good and I am not someone easy with my food. It was damm tasty and yes, stop your disbelief. Altough I never ever cook back home, I have been doing my share of cooking in England. Recipe taken from http://lilyng2000.blogspot.com/

Bank Holiday weekend!!!!!!!!

2007-05-07T21:30:00.000Z

My weekend was action packed to the fullest.

1. Got drunk at Daniel and Shi Chi's birthday karaoke party. I was alright there but with 8 shots I was not quite right by the time I was home. Obviously my drunken self was very pleasant and gave everyone at home some loud story telling and swearing.

2. Went to Peak District! Unfortunately,not my cup of tea but you know me, anything for a road trip with friends....

3.Went to karaoke again last night! Didn't get drunk but someone did! It was one of those classic drunk moment I will never forget ever in my life. You two darlings, you know who you are,you were both hammered, one more so than the other hehe

Someone was pretending to be drunk to avoid drinking. Guess who was that prat?

Let's party

2007-04-30T21:43:00.000Z

The night was a blast.It was good to be around people who wanted intoxication. It was one of the very few nights I allow myself to have however much I wanted. My theme was I wouldn't stop unless you stop. Turned out that even the best drinker among the guys didn't do so well. Try harder in pushing me to my limits next time. Steve, you were seeing double before the gals .

The next morning was even better. Jokes about babes and rejections the night before over tim sum. I am just glad we went out.It was a great night. Thanks guys.

Pete looking bored

Look who is boogieing

Random girls

2007-04-17T21:29:00.000Z

Too much to update but since the last time I blogged, I have been busy working. The weather is getting so much warmer so we went to the beach twice! I love spring weather !!

I also went to the law ball last month. It was interesting meeting my students in a different environment. Fortunately, I remained quite sober , not so sure about the other supervisors *winks*

I liked the back of the dress but felt that it was rather boring on the front ....

We also went to the Oceana, the club just 1 minute away from my new apartment.

I also finally received my birthday and Xmas present after THAT long.........but I love it just as much as my Mulberry purse!

OK, enough for now. More updates later on.

2007-03-16T13:58:00.000Z

OK, quick update. STILL ALIVE! Loads of pics from the ball to upload but I lost my cable amidst all the moving.

SIGH

2007-02-22T17:37:00.000Z

My spirit is dampened. One day, I hope to be rewarded in ways that matter.

Prague Trip

2007-01-20T02:47:00.000Z

Firstly, I am going to try to say this is the last European city I will be visiting in long while. It is losing its appeal to me. I would rather go somewhere different, maybe skiing *winks*, maybe a beach holiday in somewhere really hot or places totally different from European cities like Japan, New York or Egypt.

Well, everyone I talked to just raved about Prague so I sort of had too high expectations of the city. The weather was horrendous when I was there so that made it really difficult to travel. Not exaggerating, the plants in front of the hotel fell.

Czech food SULKS big time. Even Martin, whom has low expectations of food couldn't quite get used to the way they tasted. On the first night, we savored it in the restaurant in our hotel and I really hated it.

Dining in Prague is great compared to the UK (which place isn't?). The next day, we dined in a different restaurant in a 5 star hotel (European cuisine not Czech!) with live music and excellent location but paid for the price range of what would be an average restaurant in the UK.

It was so cold that I was just walking and sightseeing without paying too much attention trying to understand them. Prague is truly beautiful at night though. It was a shame that we didn't spend much time roaming around at night because it was always freaking cold.

In the day it didn't really look particularly pretty. In the day, some building had the gloomy semblance of communism. Some others, however, did have the opulence and grandeur connoted with Europe.

There wasn't much to shop in Prague except for crystals, glassware and souvenirs.

Banned booze in the UK was easily available although we didn't try any.

We also took a day trip to one of the Spa towns, Karlovy Vary which was nearly 2 hours from Prague. It was a bit hectic but we saw a geyser and drank some hot spring water. It is customary to buy one of those porcelain cups to drink from the many hot springs found in this town. I didn't have a chance to pamper myself with any spa treatment there but I did have a Thai massage in Prague.

It was a worthwhile trip but I wouldn't go to Prague again. Only regret is not watching a concert there.

It was my Birthday!!!!!!!

2007-01-08T16:27:00.000Z

I had an awesome birthday week. Nothing out of the ordinary, but overall I was happy doing the things I enjoyed; shopping, eating and hanging out with friends. Not too happy with getting older though *SOBS* Many thanks to my beloved ones who remembered the day. I felt so loved. And to those who didn't remember the special day, screw you! AHAHAHAHA just kidding. I was never good in remembering birthdays anyway! (I do try but pls forgive me )

On my actual birthday, Martin and I went to Fillini in the Radisson Hotel. The meal was just perfect; the service was attentive, the food was mouthwatering, the atmosphere was right and the restaurant had a beautiful view of the city! Most of all it wasn't a very expensive place. I wore my new cream silk top which I absolutely adore.

On saturday, we went to a Kinnaree Restaurant by the canal. I didn't like the restaurant too much as the portions are minute but the friendly Thai waiters and the great company made up for everything. It was more about spending time with the people rather than the food anyway!

We had a game of pictionary later that night. Many thanks to all who were there on Saturday.

Clever Student

2007-01-03T02:29:00.000Z

It was X' mas!

2007-01-02T03:50:00.000Z

We were in London for Christmas visiting Steve!

We visited the legendary Wembley stadium

Had a gorgeous Italian meal where a drunken driver crashed at the corner outside our window.

And as usual, being the city person that I am, I loved the city lights.

What is Christmas without alcohol!!!

I had nasi lemak in Oriental City. I guess the picture says it all. Can't you tell that I have not had this for ages?

Loads of shopping for the past few days. Really tired out from that not to mention the dent in my purse!

2007-01-01T04:02:00.000Z

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

Abraham Lincoln

Had great fun at Peter's party with lots of food, booze and chit chat.

2006-12-20T21:47:00.000Z

I shall try to re-enact the happenings today with my very limited writing skills.The background to this story is, as my dearest friends would know, I am addicted to internet shopping and because I live in a useless address where nothing gets delivered, I try to deliver everything to Peter's apartment.

Afternoon
I was blurrer than my usual self because I was getting annoyed marking.
Peter calls me.(Conversation translated in English)

P: Hello, there is a parcel for you here.

Me: Great, I will pick it up tonight.

P: Hey, what is in this package? It is from Singapore.

Me: Why?It is just something I bought from ebay.

P: Come on, what issit? I don't usually ask but just tell me this time.

Me: Why do you wanna know?

P: Package is a bit wretched. Looks weird.

Me: Why? Is the packaging really pretty ?( shite I gave him an excuse but I really thought I had strucked a good buy!)

P: Oh yea, the packaging is so special. Thought it was a sex toy. (WTF?)

Me: OK, it is a top.Bye.

Evening

I called Martin to pick it up on the way home from work. I got a message from Peter 30 mins later on MSN.

Peter: Wanna have dinner ?etc etc

Me: You talk to Martin he is on his way to your house.

Peter: No, don't come. I am not home. I am at my friend's place.

(In fact as he messaged me, Martin was already outside his flat. Nevertheless, nobody answered the door).15 minutes later, Martin arrives home without my package. 15 minutes later, there was a knock on my door.

Me: Why are you here???? Don't come in, it's so messy etc etc (my usual self)

Peter: Oh , have you all had your dinner?

He passed me the package from Singapore. Looked really normal.

Martin: Not yet. Was nearly going to cook.

I tried to open the package, peeling off the untidy cellotape.

Peter: (very abruptly) It's ok, I think you guys just eat at home. Bye!

I opened the package and to my annoyance, there was a black top. I thought this is not what i paid for!!!!!!!!!I took the top out and at the bottom of the parcel I could see a pile the most smelly, ancient, moldy, mushy and disgusting looking white stuff. I couldn't make out what it was.

Me: (screams) MARTIN!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck, what the hell is that?

Martin: (scared) Why?What issit?

Me:Why don't you look at it yourself. I don't know what it is.

Martin: Shit. What the hell is that?

Me: I told you I don't know. It looks like food to me.
I checked the packaged for the correct sender and address.
I think she needs to see a shrink. This is psychotic........

Martin: Do you what are those stuff?I saw mushroom.

He was fearing there was a dead creature beneath that pile of "mushroom pie".I checked it again. We stood there abashed. Me, the shopping queen, had never had this sort of shopping experience.

Me: No, I don't. I am going to leave a really nasty feedback right now.(really distressed)

Martin: I bet it is Peter.

I thought about our conversation this morning and his abrupt exit. I called his mobile.
Phone rings but nobody picks.

The rest is history. You can guess what happened.

EWeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee never had I been in so near proximity to such ugly pile of shit. He said he had been keeping the food to rot for a long time. I am going to be anorexic because of this.

YOU BEWARE. I am going to execute a prank so big that it will explode in the moment you least expect it.

One of the very few good restaurants in Birmingham

2006-12-08T19:25:00.000Z

For our anniversary some time ago, we decided to treat ourselves and went to Hotel du Vin. The food was highly pleasing and better than most of the other western restaurants I had tried in Birmingham.

Snails and rissotto

Pan-fried sea bass, crushed ratte potatoes and asparagus

Roast cod? Can't quite remember.

Did this make you hungry? Anyone wants to treat me?

London

2006-12-08T19:08:00.000Z

These are pics from London from months ago. I know .......but I was not in the mood to blog around that time.

Highlight of the trip was our Harrods high-tea which turned out to be a bit over-rated.

The psychedelic SOHO

The ever so famous The Ivy restaurant. There were paparazzis outside the restaurant. COOL! Never happens in Birmingham! Of course, I never dined there.

X' mas in Birmingham

2006-12-03T18:05:00.000Z

German Christmas Market!

Once in a year outdoor ice skating!

Happy Birthday Ewan!

2006-12-02T23:04:00.000Z

Dear Ewan,

Thanks for being my source of comedic entertainment in Birmingham. You are one year older now but that doesn't mean we would stop with our antics. These are the inspiring pics from your birthday, available at your call on the internet.

You are truly a docile creature. Thanks for your willingness to subject yourself to my scoldings. I find it amusing. You are like a little brother.Have a great year!! I hope you enjoyed yourself last night.

Yen

I had a dream

2006-11-24T00:09:00.000Z

The day is bright and airy. I move as complacently as I want to. I somewhat fear for what lies ahead of my life but it finally feels different. It feels as if I can start asserting myself in this world and redeem control of my own life. By control I mean being able to drink in the zest and charm of life. I mean being able to lie down in my bath and read my favourite book endlessly. I mean walking in to that expensive restaurant without worrying about the bill.

I wait impatiently to be conferred. I wait impatiently to see the honor in my parents'eyes. I had worked hard enough for this day to arrive.

Visitor weekend

2006-11-21T13:59:00.000Z

These are pics of my visitor, Steve from London who was hated Birmingham in his 4 hour visit here on Sunday.

Happy Birthday to Sulien and Joanne!

2006-10-20T18:00:00.000Z

This is for the two October babies who are both great in their own ways! How ironically, both of these girls had come to my life bringing me great experiences and memories for all the right reasons.

Sulien, you are truly a beautiful person inside out. Never underestimate yourself because you had taught me things you never knew! I am so going to miss you the next summer when I am back in Malaysia.Please be there when i get home!! Let's hope for a non-reoccurence of the ice cube incident this birthday. Sigh.. I wish I was there at your drunken party.

Joanne, thanks for all the years of fun and for being my confidante whenever in need. When I picture us in primary school, it seems like yesterday but it's been nearly 17 years! Keep up your bubbly nature and your laughs because that is what makes you so great.(Sorry, I can't find a picture of us so I had to steal your err Disneyland picture)

I love you both to bits. We will be friends for a lifetime. Have a great day!

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No this is not a birthday dedication page but teaching has started and I am damm busy with my conversion. I have pics from my London weekend and some other pics. That is for another time. Bear with me.

Friendship and Love

2006-10-05T01:37:00.000Z

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly's sheen,
That when December blights thy brow
He may still leave thy garland green.
Poem by Emily Bronte

I love this poem. It is a good reflection of the reality. Don’t you agree?

2006-10-03T21:16:00.000Z

Isn't she such a little rascal? Notice how she doesn't seem to be smiling. Most of the time inside her head she is scheming of how to abscond more food from the adults. AHAHAHAHA.

There is a fatter picture of her. Let me find it!

On pimples and life

2006-09-21T01:29:00.000Z

I must be doing something wrong. I am in my mid 20s and for the first time in my life I am having a major pimple breakout. I am not talking abt tiny weeny Lilliputian breakouts u often hear from girls.I am talking abt an EXPLOSION on my forehead, back, cheeks, chin, nose!!! Any help?

I am slowly picking up life here. I guess life goes on with work but I can't help but miss home. Also, I think I am getting more and more bimbo-ish as life goes on. I am either running out of ideas or I can't articulate them.

It is one of those days. I feel like shouting , "God, help me!"

Sweet memories

2006-09-15T01:55:00.000Z

Ok, the long awaited updates. Otherwise, my blog is really gonna turn into a birthday dedication page as someone mockingly pointed out!

It's gonna be pictures from the past month for now. All I can say is that I had a smashing time in Malaysia. I miss everyone. Thank you all for making time for me...it means so much. You know who you are!

The night before I left. With friends I have known for nearly two decades. We will make sure it will go on ya guys!

With my lawyer, Issac and our visitor.

Dinner and drinks at the curve.

Issac's drink was oozing wit sex appeal.

With Keith and my other lawyer,Asheley in Madam Kwans.

I love the steamboat back at home. The ones in Uk are a horror in comparison.

Merdeka DAY! :

The caliber of an alcoholic.

Does her doggie hate me?

We sang our hearts out in Neway.

We got caught in a raid in Passion.

Before that at 7ate9, with Boon Wai and Winnie..

....and the others

The entertaining and sweetest people sending me off in the airport.

That's all for now.I will write about China in my next post.

Happy Birthday to May-Kee!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-10T19:03:00.001Z

Hope you have a beautiful year to come! Keep up our drinking sessions. It has been great to know you as a friend. Thank you for being an awesome hang out person here. Life here would be so boring without you! I will always treasure our friendship like a precious gift.

Happy Birthday to Paul Yeung!

2006-08-25T04:11:00.000Z

Wishing you many happy returns of this day. Hope you grow slimmer and slimmer as the year proceeds and become a true woman magnet.hehe
It has been a pleasure having you as a friend. In the more boring days of my life, you have provided me with the entertainment and companionship that I very much needed in UK. I will always remember our chinese series bonanza, yamcha sesssions, your occasional cook in parties and drunken nights.Live your life according to your dreams and may you never regret it! I hope you have a great time on your special day!

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Sorry about the lack of updates on this blog. I know some of my readers had given up on me.It is not that I have nothing to blog about. There is so much to do here and I will be leaving in a week. Will blog about this whole month when I get back to the UK.

2006-07-31T07:30:00.000Z

It was a hectic and crazy week. Beginning with the Pussy Cat Dolls concert on wednesday. I only went because it was free. Read Sulien's entry if you are interested to know more about our night at the concert.

With my parents away for the weekend, it was more partying for me.
We went to Poppy on Friday night. Turned out my brother and his friends were also there. Unfortunately, my stomach was too busy being angry with me. I puke four times and couldn't drink. Nevertheless, still a fun night!

On saturday night, went for some life jazz.

Later on, headed to Velvet which was super crowded. By the way, I lost my phone in the club. If you are trying to call me, forget calling my old number. Some non-civilised human had taken it and decided to switch off the phone.

This weekend I will be in Beijing. I know my friends will but try not to miss me too much *winks*

Happy Birthday to Raymond Teoh!!

2006-07-31T06:33:00.000Z

Wishing you a year of fun and happiness! The day when I actually remember your birthday is finally here! Sorry that I had always gotten the wrong dates in the past.hehe
No amount of money can replace our beautiful friendship. No amount of words can express how thankful I am for having a wonderful friend like you in my life. I do remember that in my toughest times in life you had never ran away but rather had always been understanding and compassionte! You are a star!!! I hope you have everything you deserve on your special day!

Saturday Night-Bar Savanh

2006-07-25T06:27:00.000Z

Me camera whoring in the car:

Me and Keith binging on our japanese buffet before the night:

In Bar Savanh, still sober:

Nearly the end of the night, some were half drunk. Of course I was sober as usual *winky*.Hehe bring it on people.

Terengganu/Kuantan

2006-07-21T07:04:00.000Z

Last weekend in Terengganu was great fun! The beach, the company and the food was all wonderful.Many thanks to Keith for being the driver and the host.

Our turtle and her eggs. I feel sorry for her. The last thing I want when I give birth is people snapping pictures and surrounding me.

Her footsteps.

The turtle hatchery.

The oil and gas refinery where the fire never stops burning.

The drinks were abundant. Those who know us know how seriously wasted we were. My first real drunken experience.My first puking experience too. Once again "thanks" to Keith.

Loads to do now.More updates later on.

Happy Birthday to Lee Pik Yen!!!

2006-07-17T08:11:00.000Z

Wishing you a happy and prosperous year ahead! Thanks for being the best friend in the world. Thanks for the many years of kindness and companionship. You deserve the best on your birthday. Cheers to our many years of friendship!! Love you babe!

Drinks with Raymond and Pik Yen on her birthday.

Convent Gals

2006-07-11T05:45:00.000Z

I don't know much about the food and the restaurant. All I know is that it was in Hartamas and the food was too tiny weeny to satisfy my appetite. It was nice to see everyone else. We must meet up again!

Just quick pics for now!I have done so much here but I haven't got much time to blog. Need to catch up on my work. Sunbathing this week and turtles watching. Will update as soon as I get back.

Saturday Night

2006-07-03T05:09:00.000Z

Missed out on our live jazz band because of the England match. Sigh...I think I am used to this kind of dissapointment from this team. Wouldn't say I didn't expect it.
Still had fun with these guys though.We tried our hand on this Finnish vodka- Finlandia for the very first time. Liked it!

Home sweet home

2006-06-29T05:14:00.000Z

I shall start with my flight from Birmingham. Me and Ewan had a stopover in Dubai. Our discovery there- Mc Arabia. It was actually quite delicious. Many thanks to Ewan for snatching my food in the flight, for always choosing the wrong food option and then wanting the one I picked, for taking up most of my flight space and for telling me your little secret!! Don’t worry it is safe with me.

My first weekend here I went to Luna Bar with these people.17 years on and we all are still friends! I remember feeling so sick and sneezy that night and yet I didn’t want to pull out. This bar is so cool and pretty. Its gorgeous views of KL, the open air concept and its pool is a winner for me! I absolutely love this place! We proceeded to Poppy later on but I really didn’t like the place.
Thanks to Jo for organising this and to everyone else for showing me a good time.

With Sulien, Keith, Leonard at Laundry.

Jogoya Buffet at Starhill with Pik Yen. How can a restaurant prohibit its customers from taking pictures?

Velene’s birthday gathering.

At Sulien’s place with her cutie cutie retriever.

Life jazz this weekend! I am already excited.

Bliss

2006-06-26T09:12:00.000Z

I am sorry about not updating my blog but I have been so busy. Everyone has been so generous with their time, accompanying me whenever possible to shop, eat or merely to catch up on each other. I love you all!I promise to post pictures of my fun days so far, either tomorrow or day after. It doesn’t help that I do not have access to internet at home!Check out the pics soon.

My Saturday Glee

2006-06-11T11:41:00.000Z

My God, the highlight of my week was this. I mean finding this picture and realising my friends (including my bf) have such admirable and incomparable taste in fashion and hairstyling back then is just top class entertainment. I am sorry guys but this picture really makes me laugh so hard. Ahahahaha ( I really wanna put in some of those MSN emoticons, anyone knows how to do that?)

OK, seriously,that makes me think, everyone seems to look better now? Do we look better as we grow older? That is good news. One less issue to worry about.

Pictures from last night.

A Long Day and Some Thoughts

2006-06-09T16:26:00.000Z

I was walking in campus today, trying desperately to get home as quickly as I could. Suddently, this girl approached me. I felt like telling her I was not interested. At that point, I wasn't really sure if she was trying to sell me something but it was boiling hot, I was wearing black, I just had a long day attending a training course and I just wanted to scream "leave me alone". (Nobody seems to want to talk to her and being Malaysian I am quite kiasu in losing any time)

Of course I did not because I am never rude to people who are pleasant to me. I reluctantly forced myself to listen to her. She explained that she was a volunteer for a charity working to help AIDS victims in Africa and wanted some donation. I donated anyway because any young Japanese girl who is willing to give up a prime time in her life to go and work with Aids victim in Africa has my respect. I mean as much as I would like to do it, I just don't think I will be able to do it. Just thinking of the reality of working there scares the hell out of me.

She had her proof of identity and some magazines from her organisation. I exercised my personal judgment and thought it was legitimate. Yes, I know most people in Asia are going to say I am stupid and that there are many fake charities out there, too many that it puts off genuinely kind people from donating. However, the world will not work with everyone distrusting everyone.

What made my day was the smile on her face after hearing me agree that I was going to donate. Yes, I lost some money and time but so what? I could see how much it meant to her. It made me happy and it made her happy.

Such a Domestic Goddess-NOT

2006-06-02T02:35:00.000Z

NIYAMA….ARGH I am so mad.Everytime I bake a cake it always turns out not right. I baked my mum’s secret recipe today, a recipe she got from a friend whom she told me would get explode if it was revealed to others. Turns out a few church goers know this special Devils Cake recipe. Surely baking a cake is not difficult right? I will try and try and try untill I succeed.

I even went to Tesco to get the ingredients without changing. Those of you who know me well or had the misfortune of living with me will know that I only wear pjs, baggy and ugly clothes at home. I can’t move if I wear anything else. Most of the time I also get too lazy to change when I need to go out and sometimes will bump into people I know looking like a beggar. I saw an acquaintance from far and very quickly walked like a mouse to the cashier to checkout. Thank Goodness.

I need a new hairstyle badly. I think I will try perming my hair although I know I will hate it after a while. Really need to try something new though. Maybe this?

LOL..maybe not. I will try to convince my poor guy friends to do this. COOL?

Bank Holiday Weekend

2006-05-29T17:35:00.000Z

I am tired. On Friday, we went for Karaoke and headed over to May Kee's. I had not drank that much for a long time. It's fun when people around me drink. I am too lazy to write now. Have to show my supervisor some work on Wednesday. Will concentrate on that now.

Updates

2006-05-22T21:13:00.000Z

I watched Da Vinci Code on the first day it was on the cinema. My verdict? I know it has received bad reviews so far but I think it is really not too bad. Obviously, it is difficult for the movie to live up to the expectation of the book. Bear in mind it is difficult fitting a book with that much details into a 2 hour movie. What did you think of the movie?

The advantages of having a huge arse LV. Guess what's in there? Mc Donalds! No,clear that thought of your head~! I am not going to keep your Mc Donalds if you go with me to the cinema! Will not do that again after encountering a near spill.

Here is Peter, Dave, Misaho and me having coffee on Sunday at Cafe Rouge. The desserts there are awful in my opinion. I hardly finished my creme brulee.

(Previous picture removed due to Dave's insistence that the picture did not reflect his true exquisite and dashing self)

What did I learn over coffee? The advice from both Drs and the future Dr is that that PhD students should totally disconnect from MSN. Sigh....can I ever do that?

By the way, I developed a new interest in plants ever since I moved into this new apartment where hundreds of cars pass by everyday. Apparently, plants detoxify the air and are good Feng Sui. Chinese believe they create good Chi/energy at home.
Bought these plants to make me healthy, aren't they pretty?

Pack of Puppies and One Perplexed Pussycat

2006-05-14T00:33:00.000Z

Everyone knows I love doggies. This is just too cute...they look interested yet scared. And what is the big dog doing walking around??I just can't help laughing.

Dream Dream Dream

2006-05-13T14:03:00.000Z

Rarely do cars (even the most expensive ones) get me really excited. These days, all sports cars seem like they have been photocopied into some way. They are all bound by society's typical trends and ideals. In other words, they are NOT special. (Sorry brother, but yours is the same although it's still cool)

So, I was watching a car programme today and I saw this Morgan car.
Now, you are thinking WAT?????? MORGAN?? WHAT??
Same here. I never heard of Morgan obviously because I am not a car fanatic.

Ladies and gentleman,
Can I introduce you to

I just love this. I love anything that looks vintage but yet is actually new (just like a Chanel bag)! Anyway, this car is 62,500 pounds. Not too bad for a handmade car made of the finest natural materials.

Now this is the creme de la creme of Morgan

It is not due for release anytime soon. Maybe another two years. Not sure. No price estimate as well. Not that I have any money.

Bragging

2006-05-11T17:17:00.000Z

So anyway, last Tuesday, Guardian ran a University guide which included a top 20 universities for each subject.For Law, Birmingham University ranked number 8 (behind Oxford, Cambridge, LSE, UCL, Queen Mary, SOAS and Warwick) which is really a great achievement!

I will be busy packing as will be moving to a new flat next Monday. Will try to update whenever I can.

Food!

2006-05-06T20:42:00.000Z

I have had a lucky week with food.
On Wednesday, Ray made sushi for us. Not bad at all!
This is Ray at work.

Yummy Sushi.
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I had lunch with my supervisor at the Shangrila restaurant in Birmingham on Thursday. He loved the food.

The sweet and sour flower fish.

The Beijing Style Aubergine. Taste very good!

This is my supervisor savouring the Chinese delights.

Today, Martin made spinach lasagna. It tasted real good. Here is me having a go at making it.

You see I was too hungry and ate the lasagna as soon as it was out of the oven. Forgot about the pictures until later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DANIEL!!!

2006-05-01T23:00:00.000Z

~Wishing you a wonderful year filled with love and happiness~

So we went to Chung Ying Garden to celebrate his birthday.

Later on, we went to Hard Rock Cafe. We had cocktails and desserts. I had Pina Colada and my usual brownie sundae.

Video taken on Shih Chih's camera!!

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Anyway, I need to complain in this post.Excuse me.

I went to have a blood test nearly two weeks ago.So this is what happened:

Huge Arse Nurse checks my arms.
HAN:Hmm, your veins are really flat, can't really find them. Which arm do they usually take blood from.
Me:I don't remember at all.
HAN goes and get senior nurse, also huge arse, who checks my arm and says left hand.
HAN pokes needle into my left arm. Oouch...Wait for one minute. NO BLARDY BLOOD as the syringe dangles along my arm.
HAN tries right hand. Yes, this time with blood.

After the test, my right arm had a small bruise which never happened in my previous blood test. My left arm is what I want to complain about. Since there wasn't any blood, I think HAN probably poke into my nerve or muscle. Until now, my left arm hurts. I hope it is not permanent otherwise I will seriously consider suing them!!

Home Sweet Home

2006-05-01T00:42:00.000Z

45 days to going HOME!!!!!!!!

My daily dose of sotong nasi lemak is coming! The shop till you drop annual event, the endless yamcha sessions, the catching up with all the wonderful people, the luxury of not having to take public transport, the makeover with my useless hair, the sunny days, the feasting on the most scrumptious food and the number one :
Being taken care of-No cooking, washing, laundry, no money worries. Being lazy and doing nothing!!!!

I can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait.I love Malaysia.

Jeans and Games

2006-04-27T14:54:00.000Z

I bought a pair of jeans from Topshop recently. Again, I am dissapointed with it. It's always the case. Too long, too tight, too loose, too high or too low....sigh..it's never right.

I want a pair of Tsubi jeans as seen on Lindsay Lohan!
I love the zip detail!
Anyone knows where I could get a pair in the UK and how much it would cost me?I have never seen them here. I heard that they cost a bomb. If you are in Australia and reading this can you tell me how much it cost over there?(should be cheaper there!)
Is this also sold in M'sia?

Oh, martin found my favourite game on Kahsoon's blog. I shall share this with everyone. I miss those times when me and Raymond would spend loads of money playing this in the snooker place (how sad). Now I can play for free.
This one is with the sexy bimbos (very difficult ler!plus distracting as well..hehe):
http://winkytiki.virtual-arts.com/

This one is with normal pictures:
http://play.dschini.org/

Have fun! No, I don't think it is 'tai pee'.

Happy Birthday!

2006-04-26T13:36:00.000Z

Happy Birthday to my mum! Many happy returns of this day!

P/S:quite pointless since she doesn't read my blog.

Rantings

2006-04-22T21:34:00.000Z

You know you are getting on when you see the little ones being able to do things you physically can't do. I would have fainted doing this! Anyone who had tried this in Bullring, Birmingham please let me know what it feels like.

It's been such a busy week. My mum is flying back home tomorrow so it's back to cooking and cleaning for myself. I bought a sweater and a pair of Clarks which is super comfy but boring. I have lower back pain when I walk. What is the problem with my body?

Anyone interested in trying out the afternoon tea in The Ritz London? I know it is an ultimate experience, is super classy with tuxedo dressed waiters and no phones allowed. I also have not been to the famous Harrods high tea. If interested please let me know and we could plan something together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

2006-04-21T00:27:00.000Z

Ladies and Gentleman,

Please leave your Date of Birth by leaving a comment on this post. I have decided that it is time I organise the birth dates of my friends in the most orderly manner I can think of. Don’t be shy shy ok. I promise that if you do so, I will save yours into my mobile phone reminder. If I change phones ( which inevitably will happen), I will refer to this post again. If you don't leave you date of birth here, don't blame me if I forget yours (again)!

2006-04-15T22:48:00.000Z

Visited Snowdonia, Wales this weekend! Pics

2006-04-13T20:19:00.000Z

Can all my friends please do this quiz?PLSSSSSSSSSSS? Just for me ok? See how well you know me!( Sulien, I am copying you. Hope you don't mind).

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

2006-04-12T23:40:00.000Z

I have so much to write but I can't. I need to sleep. These are pics from clubbing on Tuesday night. All I can say is bad hair day (as always). Paul where are you in the pics? Write again soon.

Crap people

2006-04-11T10:53:00.000Z

Crap people

If you piss me off, I will not think twice about showing how I feel, I will think twice about saying the right things and I will not attempt to do it in a way to give you face. Crude, vulgar, ill mannered? I am not like “some people” who undeniable I know tries to appear sweet and nice all the time to people when deep down they impose their own judgements about people. I do not wear a mask.

Oh btw for the few people who judge my life based on what you read or see on this blog or based on a short period of knowing me either because you are stupid or green-eyed, you can go sek si/chi tar pien. Use a mirror to reflect on yours and if you have anything to comment about my life or my blog you don’t have to “beautify” you sentences and words, you can slap it right on my face. I hate it when the sort of people I refer to above hints and implies with their “beautiful” art.

Muahahaha I am loving this blog. It enables me bitch and express my contempt in the highest level of sophistication. Don’t even try to ask me who I am referring to. If you think you are not one of these people, then you are not. If you suspect you might be, there is a high possibility you are one. If you positively think you are, there is a higher possibility you are one. I am loving this.

Europe Trip

2006-04-09T20:05:00.000Z

Europe Trip

I got back on Saturday and is still quite tired. My mum is here so this will be a rather short entry.

For those who plan to go to Milan, DON’T! I am sorry to say this but it is not exactly the best tourist place in the world. Firstly, there isn’t much to see there. Secondly, the people are the rudest I have ever seen. If you want to buy expensive things, go to France where the service is better, where there is a wider variety of expensive boutiques and the food is absolutely refined. The Duomo was under restoration so we were not able to take good pictures. We went to this particular church to see The Last Supper but tickets were fully booked until the end of May (yes, I did try a month before leaving). Anyway, we didn’t buy a lot -only two bags. My mum bought a Christian Dior bag and I bought a LV bag (see pics).

Rome was so interesting. I loved visiting the Colloseum. It was like a step back in time. I just so love anything that looks age-old, that has the vintage feel and makes you feel so special. This is exactly how I felt visiting this ancient site. We also visited the Vatican city which is massive and took us nearly a whole day. Nothing can beat the St Peters church when it comes to grandeur and opulence. I don’t have any pics as the pics I took inside didn’t turn out well. (don’t know how to use my camera well ler). Rome is pretty good for shopping. I bought a leather jacket and some other stuffs!

Just when we thought the trip was going well, my mum’s purse got stolen from her handbag. Not careful? Not really. We are talking about professional pickpockets.They distracted my mum by telling her that she needed to put her luggage in the luggage compartment. They helped her with her luggage and this is when they took the opportunity to steal it from her. It is definitely not easy opening her handbag and looking for the purse and getting it out. You have to be extra careful if you go to Rome next time. Luckily I had my mobile with me and was able to cancel all three of her credit cards. She lost some American Dollars, RM, her driving license and her ID card. Thank Goodness her passport was still with her.

Will update again on Wednesday.

2006-04-01T19:36:00.000Z

Mechu, Birmingham

Went to Mechu in Birmingham yesterday. The bar is quite nice but perhaps cater for a different age group. Loads of middle aged people. We even saw a granny!! One funny thing. I found out yesterday after 5 years in the UK that there is a "petting corner" in clubs here? Oops, I went to this so called corner to rest and take pictures. Just barely recovered from the battle of the viruses in my body so I didn't want to drink in the fear of getting sick again. Pics! My top very big and loose ler..tats why I look fat in the pics..(excuse?)

I am so under pressure to write something for my supervisor. I like pressure when it is applied in order to drive me to produce results which I know I am capable of producing. However, I absolutely hate it when I am pressurised to do something I am not really capable of doing. For eg, I recall this incident quite a while back in which I was driving some people out to "X place". In the car:
XXX: Let's not go to "X place". Let's go to Y place.
Yen: No la. I never driven there before. Don't know the way.
XXX: I show you. Please la."X place" damm sulks blablablablabla...........
Yen: Ermmm..I think better not. I can't drive well one.
XXX: OK, I drive your car then.

At the end, I gave in. In a way, I was coerced into driving to this place. Ok,maybe at that time I was driving my old car so if any damage was done still ok. What if I was driving my bro's RX7? my mum's four wheel?my dad's mercedes? Scatterbrained.. Friends who know me well should know how good my driving skills are which is why they will never "duress" me to drive anywhere. Eh, detracted a bit..sorry.. but my point just now was I love working under pressure sometimes. It makes me extra organised.

2006-03-29T11:42:00.000Z

I am SICK again. This time big time. I missed my compulsory 2-day training. I had consulted my friend Esther on msn. She said it is flu. Before that I went online and I thought I have a cold because I don't have fever. But Esther will have her final exams soon so I think she must know these stuffs in out. I trust her. Therefore, I will not walk to the doctor and wait there for hours.

I should rest. What about the clubbing weekend? Can I still go...life is so unfair. What about my Europe trip? Is my nose gonna be congested all the time there? HELP ME

I should rest.I should rest. I should rest....

2006-03-26T15:03:00.000Z

What a relaxing weekend! I have been trying to organise my trip to Italy. It's the first time in ages since I have been able to properly treat my own skin to a nice mini facial at home with my own music. Girls you should do it too! This is what I use and do to treat my city skin.

1) Cleanse ( I use the Eve Lom cleanser-http://www.evelom.co.uk or shu uemura cleansing oil. Both smell absolutely gorgeous and are the best cleansers for my dry skin so far). The Eve Lom cleanser is nominated as the best cleanser in the Beauty Bible( a book which nominates the best products in the beauty industry)but certainly a little pricey.

2)Apply a light peeling or exfoliating product.I use Elemis Papaya Enzyme Peel
http://www.salonskincare.co.uk/product_info.php?products_id=253&ref=8
Smells good enough to eat!

3)Use toner if you want to. I sometimes skip this.

4)Apply a serum and moisturiser. I have been using Biotherm Source Therapie Pure SPA Concentrate Skin Perfector for quite some time. It is warm(has thermal qualities) and I am sure it would make improve any skin.It is really good. Check it out at http://www.biotherm.com

Ok, sorry guys. I know this is a bit of a girly entry but I haven't got anything else to write. All I did this weekend was went out for yamcha, dinner and relax at home.Maybe I will write something interesting for you guys next time like " The Best Porn" or something..LOL

2006-03-23T01:24:00.000Z

What's new? I will officially finish teaching on Friday. My ever so nice PhD supervisor is asking me to show him some research work (which I have not done). My hair is in its worst state ever. I have had a record breaking sore throat for 3 months. I think I need to see a doctor again. The teaching is not helping.

Will post again this weekend .

2006-03-11T23:54:00.001Z

Today, I went to the biggest dog show in the world. It will be in the guinness book of record! I had to pay 12 pounds to go in. Poor Martin, he also had to pay to accompany me in.

Anyway these are pics of amongst my fav dogs. The Japanese spitz is my number one favourite because my old dog was of this breed and they are so so sweet! There is also the always serving to mankind Golden Retriever, the Japanese Sheeba, Chow chow(doesn't he look like a bear?) some others which I couldn't take pics of because they were too popular. Check out the one in black! It has got dreadlocks!! I am not joking. I touch the dreadlocks one by one, he is like a floor mop! Their fur just grows like that. He is a bit smelly though, maybe because of the way his fur grows. Not enough ventilation I guess!

2006-03-08T01:36:00.000Z

Many and many times in my life I have been disappointed by people whom I have used all energy, endeavors, time or kindness to treat them. I am referring to all sorts of affairs, from the most significant ones(not going to mention) to the most trivial ones( failed appearances on my birthday even when I attended theirs, the whole appointment FFK thing which holds me up as if I have nothing to do, unnecessary and annoying comments,etc, etc, etc).
Do I expect to be returned? YES, that is just me. I do not care if you think this is the spirit of a terrible person.

However, there are some others who had continually offered their generosity, love, wisdom and kindness to me in a way no one could ever imagine. I guess this is how life works. The reciprocity I ask for happens in some way.

Sometimes you walk by the good ones
'Cos you're trying to hard, too hard to see them
And sometimes you don't find the right lines
'Cos you're trying too hard, too hard to hear them
(Will Young's " All Time Love")

To the good ones, I love you all!

2006-02-27T01:46:00.000Z

Have been working like a machine-my excuse for not blogging. Anyway, this is the Valentine's Day picture of us.

Went to Hard Rock Cafe on Sat. Always love it-had the super delicious brownie sundae (6 pounds for an ice cream??/!) and a beer. Had to practically force the guys to go. It was An Experience going with all non-drinkers.

After just 1 pint of beer, Peter was like this (see pic)- rubbing face and all weird and feeling sick. Ewan was better- after 1 cocktail and a beer he still managed to drive. Martin- as usual the party pooper, didn't have any drinks!

Have tonnes of essays to mark. Can't wait for mum to come to go to Rome and Milan. Can't wait to get that bag I have been waiting for.

2006-02-02T16:23:00.000Z

On CNY's eve we went to Peter S's house. I had fun gambling (with coffee beans). The food was very good, very nice of Peter to cook for so many of us. However, I wish he had red decorations around his house. CNY no red decoration can meh?!!!
Therefore, I decided to decorate my Doggy in conjunction with CNY since this is the Year of Dog. This is how he looks.

Most of these are pics from Peter S's party.On Monday, we went for Karaoke to celebrate Peter L's birthday. The other pic is from the Karaoke section.
Do not know how to arrange pics on this blog, argh!

2006-01-26T19:12:00.000Z

Things I hate

1) Girls who talk as if they are children begging their mummies for sweets.I CAN'T STAND GIRLS LIKE THIS. Is there a need to act sweet and cutie? It is absolutely yucky and to my friends (luckily very very few) who speak like this for the love of God please stop doing that.

2) People who act nice and polite all the time but in fact you know or could tell they are hypocritical or being insincere.

3) Racists. I have encountered a fair share of racism directed towards myself here. It is ok if you have your own opinions about a certain race but it is certainly NOT ok to manifest them into express words and actions. I dare say that everyone to a certain extent have racist views but it does not mean that you have a right to express them.

4)Bureaucracy. Too slow. Too many rules. Too draconian.

2006-01-22T15:56:00.000Z

Farewell to the Thames whale who captured my heart just like every one else's. When I first found out about the adolescent 18-foot whale, I thought the whole incident was rather cute, a deep sea creature venturing out nearer to be within the sight of humans-made my rather stressful day quite delightful.

Now, I can't help but wonder that the ultimate cause of its death is us, humans. Despite our attempts to save him, it is highly likely that the root of the problem derived from humans.

2006-01-19T21:41:00.000Z

My number one wish in life right now is to have a job which I truly truly enjoy, which gives me the kick and zest for life, which could provide me with the financial securities, which could get me out of bed, which gives me the feeling that I am doing something significant,something that is contributing to mankind.

Or rather should my number one wish be to never have to work, yet have money? Nah, there are a lot which I would very much love to do! Working towards a goal is extremely satisfying so long as the process and experience is something which I truly enjoy.

Argh, my work is so annoying...because of my highly paranoid nature, I am constantly worried of criticism..and this not avoidable in my work.
(My stress level is so so rising!! Luckily doggies always make me smile)

I could do with some post-PhD career advise!

2006-01-19T00:23:00.000Z

Too lazy to write. Pics from my birthday will do for now.

2006-01-17T22:09:00.000Z

Yes, I finally decided to start a proper blog after a year of "should I be bothered" attitude. What triggered it, I must say was my dear friend Sulien's blog. I admired her ability to write about the very private details of her life and her inner utmost feelings. A year on, I started scrutinising blogs. The Dawn Yang affair had in fact done some good-superficially, the whole affair did spark more interest on blogging. High profile Singaporean writers who have blogs which are not very private ( eg. Xialanxue, Blinkymummy) but blogs revealing their thoughts on more serious and significant issues pertaining to life also appealed to me.

I often wonder, if I had a blog, what would it be like? I dare myself to open my heart the world. Could I ever do that? I don't know. As I speak, nobody knows about the existence of my blog. NOT YET, but of course I will tell some people about this blog. After all, writing is about expressing, making a difference, however slight a difference. If my future writings offend anyone, I don't think there is a need to apologise unless it is of blatant disrespect. WHat is writing if it is not thought provoking?

Ok, enough. Back to the sort of writing I am better at-legal writing.ZZzzzzz

P/s: will load pics soon